When I’m listening to my heart cheer
Sometimes, I turn a deaf ear
Reality hits, there was nothing to fear
Her frozen heartbeat was crystal clear
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
When I’m listening to my heart cheer
Sometimes, I turn a deaf ear
Reality hits, there was nothing to fear
Her frozen heartbeat was crystal clear
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Oh baby, I’m tired of watching
You drive my car
The wheels are on fire
Beyond the grip of my sweaty palms
Whenever, is my burn-out time due
Behind the old steering wheel
Before I finally run-out of fuel
Driving on my road, with no rear-vision view
A new license to live, and be beside you
I’m sorry, I’ve not been to see you, I’ll be there soon
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We would all like to achieve our goals
Waiting there in the light, of our journey’s tunnel
Today I’m stepping closer towards my light
I’m taking a long walk to my favourite Cafe
I’ve not been able to walk there for five months
Where did those hungry days go
Stolen by time in the hospital
Time taken and over-used, resting and recovering
And many hard hours of rehab time, trying to get fit
I hope you are all loudly barracking for me
This a testing walk today
The walk will be the farthest I’ve gone during my comeback
I’ve got new rocking shoes on
And here I go !! Yeah. Cheers from the crowd
Phew !! I’m here, I made it !! More Cheers
Now I’ll rest, I’m half way
Enjoy these beautiful country surroundings
I’ll have to shoo the magpie off my coffee and cake
While I’m relaxing here, and thinking of what I’ve achieved.
The emergency ambulance wasn’t needed
I don’t have to ring for a taxi home
My shoes and feet are feeling strong and powerful, maybe
Enough recuperating time, off again, the walk back
To walk out of the agistment farm, and homeward bound
Yeah !! Did I hear the supporting crowd, clap and roar !!
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I’m having lunch in town
At the quaint, Cafe Go
A picture of my lunch
And the lovely courtyard (attached)
I’m reading a copy of Paul Sunstone’s poem
Which I printed this morning
The poem makes for interesting reading
For my lunch-time break
Here’s the comment I’m sending to Paul
Please Click >>Here. to view his entire poem
“Sounds like you are in
Great need of holes
Either, to let the light in
Or the darkness out
What ever way
Do your holes stay”
I adored this stanza, imagining, the sharp blade of wit, lovingly poking holes in you, for some gloomy reason, that seemed to activate my warped sense of humour.
“Would you be so kind, my love,
Would you be so tender,
As to poke some holes in me
With the sharp blade of your wit?”
I’ve recently introduced Paul to the music of Manchester Orchestra, and here’s a song of there’s we may all enjoy.
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The ink of love in my pen
Runs endless and free
Obvious to those who feel and see
All life’s errors don’t happen
Through our fault
All life’s righteousness happens
Through our Kindness
Goodness is the quiet achiever
The underdog we all barrack for
The purest winner amongst evil losers
Our hope for better days ahead
Keeps the colours in our hearts alive
A locked heart
Needs a gentle key
At the start
I exist
You exist
Together on this land
Existence is grand
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Her favourite coat, forever hangs in my wardrobe
Unmistakably I feel the coat’s presence
Every-time I open the wardrobe door
I instinctively turn to see her family heirloom
A gift that’s been handed down from her grandmother
However, the gift she wasn’t able to wear when the sickness begun.
Not once, over the next thirty years, of frailty and fears
Time is now a broken clock face
Seven years ago, she did pass
And her favourite coat I keep, my piece of memorabilia
I do know, she’s not going to reappear
For me to gently and warmly cover her tender shoulder
Consciously I’m not sure, why the coat remains
I’ve tried to give the coat away
To a homely charity, and even a local actor’s group
Fortuitously her coat has not been accepted
Here in the wardrobe, the glorious old coat stays
Along with the other trinkets of her forever spirit
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The summer flowers have faded and gone
Wilting leaves, look like the devils blight
My Calendar declares Autumn is here
But it’s still summer in the city
Remaining hot and dusty, here on my plot
All the dogs are panting, searching for a cool block
Singed birds have refused to fly in the oven sky
Today’s furnace, is the night’s unwanted heater
Dry rot is crumbling, under the burning sun
Fat rain drops have forgotten their landing spots
And the drought smiles at us with disdain
As we gasp and wait for the cool change tonight
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I’m wasting days, walking hot bitumen streets
Wishing I was there in my balloon, on the old rocking seat
A life’s fragile bubble incomplete
I’m ready to fly and eventually burst
Into the distant sky, away from the church
I’m alive and not waiting for the hearse
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I’m not going to say the day’s bloody hot
My sweat’s obviously real
As the ice in the fridge looks like molten steel
I’m not going to say the south pole’s defrosted
The public are screaming true
As the polar-cap’s sheer faces, drop like morning dew
I’m not going to say the air we breathe is polluted
The evidence blows right in front of you
As we smell the stench, it’s enough to make you spew
I’m not going to say politicians value money more than you
Their filled pockets are blatantly on view
As they corruptly succumb to greed of the chosen few
I’m going to rant and rave, even if it’s too hot
Losing my block, to stop this embellished rot
The heat is on them to cool off our plot

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I’ve shut myself inside
The devil’s heat lays outside
The curtains are closed
Doors are locked
Who am I hiding from
I’m alone in my home
What am I keeping In
Can’t recall, the last time I sinned
I’ve already slept through the day
The day is passing away
Morning’s ghost has gone
Mid-afternoon and nothing’s done
It’s far too hot
To just sit here and rot
In my mind, what else to do
But think, about you
Ivor Steven (c) 2019