In my palm
A fresh carrot
I have found
Covered in dirt
Out of the ground
A tapered cylinder
I wash and peel
Pure orange and long
Chopped into three
Uncooked I eat
Piece by piece
Every bite a kiss
Crisp and tasty
Nature is bliss
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
In my palm
A fresh carrot
I have found
Covered in dirt
Out of the ground
A tapered cylinder
I wash and peel
Pure orange and long
Chopped into three
Uncooked I eat
Piece by piece
Every bite a kiss
Crisp and tasty
Nature is bliss
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
My locked bubble is about to go boom
Too long I’ve been a stranger in my own tomb
Under a concrete lid, hiding my gloom
Where my world was a Hades of doom
Now these walls are my life-giving womb
Being reborn as a smiling used groom
I’m breaking out of my master bedroom
Escaping on the green witch’s old broom
Flying to the distant land in springtime bloom
Where I won’t have to wear my mask and costume
Discarding my orange Kaftan from Khartoum
I’ll invade the big apple’s newsrooms, to broadcast my poetry heirlooms
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Hi dear readers, I’ve found this old poem in my folder of poetry called “Love And Reflection”. I’ve changed a few words, so the poem is in the present tense, but basically the words are in the same format. I’ve had it hidden away for a while, the poem is quite personal and emotional for me, I hope you enjoy reading my words from 6 years ago.
Don’t Ask Me Why
Unknowingly, I often dream of her serene ashen face
Years ago, I gently held her frailty in my tired arms
Softly I whispered to her, my last words of love and grace
Don’t ask me why, I count the moons since I missed her charms
Because I cannot give you a sensible or plausible answer
Don’t ask me why, I count the stars since I lost my way
Because I’m unable to fathom the depths of my inner cancer
Don’t ask me why, I count my every heart beat, since she died that day
Because now, I’ve nearly recovered
And somehow, life has been steadily rediscovered
Remembering, she’ll never ever go away
Knowing someday, I’ll be allowed to stay
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Yorkie’s staring at me vacantly
Like I’m a strange tattooed bikie
Sitting on him, me anxiously crying away
Why am I crying, he quietly says
Looking at me with those big silver eyes
Pondering whether he’s hurting me
Is the ride too much pain
Is all the walking a physical drain
No !! None of that I exclaim, crying tears again
I’m crying wondering, if I’ll ever get there
Crying, because I cannot wait to be there
Crying with embarrassment, for the tears I’ll shed when I’m there
Suddenly, Yorkie barks out at me
Oh Ivor, keep pedalling, toughen-up and and you’ll arrive
Yes, me and my companion Yorkie, have become friends.
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Come rain hail or shine
I’ll be ready for that Qantas Airline
Now I’ll always have time
To appear like I’m in my prime
I’ve a second-hand new toy
That’ll bring me pain and joy
Donated by a kind friend
Helping me get back on the mend
I’m fortunate and high as a purple kite
Under my verandah, I’ve a new silver bike
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
I’m no Jiminy Cricket
Nor the flighty Tinkerbell
I’m far older than yesterday’s tadpole
And quieter than last night’s old frog
Time for me to venture out
Take a step into the unknown
Hobbling, I board the bus
Heading off to the local eateries
Slowly limping from stop to shops
Resting on a cafe bench seat
With soft and comfy cushions
I’m definitely not moving quickly
Unlike the “Canteen” master chef
Scrambled eggs I’ll have
My choice is delicious
Cooked to perfection
A come-back-to luncheon
For me, and for them
And I’m favourably surprised
My outing went better than expected
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Hello dear readers, friends, and followers. I’ve been out of hospital 2 weeks now, and my progress is gradual and I’m quietly improving. However I’ve been keeping myself busy, in between nanna-naps, preparing my new booklet of poems. I’ve just finished the manuscript (Phew and yeah !!), and this one is called, “Tullawalla: “The Healing House”, and all the poems were written during my 6 week stay in hospital, and of course along with the other 6 booklets, all money’s that I collect from the sale of these booklets goes to the Geelong MS Charity Shop. The list of my 7 booklets is below. These booklets are all printed here in my little writing studio/haven, put together by hand, and they’re a foolscap size folder of 21 pages and 40 poems in each booklet
Tullawalla, Poems, By Ivor Steven Tullawalla, A Sign Of The Times Tullawalla, The Waves Say Goodbye Tullawalla, Who’s Left To Row The Boat Tullawalla, Home Is The Air I Breathe Tullawalla, Waiting Time
And, Tullawalla, The Healing House
The booklet, Tullawalla, The Healing House, is a culmination, of writing poems under mental duress and physically very frustrating times. The poems represent a myriad of emotions and jumbled thoughts, of doom and gloom, uncertainties, comedy, and piece of optimism. Please enjoy the booklet that I am attaching here >> https://documentcloud.adobe.com/link/track?uri=urn%3Aaaid%3Ascds%3AUS%3A4ae7d436-945d-41cb-8303-598cf9cc16fb
Booklet #5: Home Is The Air I Breathe Booklet #6: Waiting Time
And Booklet #7: Tullawalla, The Healing House My “Isolation Time”
Cheers
From Ivor xx
I’m the silent young writer
Who’s singing last year’s poem
I’m the old lame man
Who’s slowly learning to fly
I see myself in the mirror
My blood’s running dry
The razor is sharp enough
To make a grown man cry
I’m a laughing Hyena
As my blood fills the basin
Whoops, not fun on the run
Laughing, as I’m nervously shaving
There’s more blood in the basin
And my limp right hand’s shaking
Best I stop before I die
The recovering poet still wants to fly
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Liquid Joy (Revised)
Tears of liquid joy
Like rivers of fear
The memories so clear
And a toast to cheer
Tears of liquid joy
Like waves from the heart
Two great oceans apart
And wishing for another restart
Tears of liquid joy
Like dredged canals of the soul
Leaking from a broken porthole
And wishing for a free parole
Tears of liquid joy
A flowing molten lava
Passing a secret convoy
And singing like the last choirboy
Crying liquid joy
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
I’m at my desk wondering
Sitting here deeply pondering
Whether I’m a strange sort of writer
And am I, an only loner
My keyboard is covered in moisture
A wetness from my overflowing tears
I cry about my latest plight
I cry for the world’s hungry, sleeping tonight
I cry during Xavier’s song, Spirit Bird, like the, Last Post
I cry for the children, the ones we have lost
My heart bleeds tears from within
My heart writes with soul filled ink
My heart dampen’s with every word I weep
My heart floods with emotions every time I sleep
I was wondering
And I am pondering
Do other writers, hear that nightly sound
Hear the pitter-patter of naked feet
Hear the noise of shuffling feet in their sleep
Hear their dirtied feet, the millions of poor children, yet to eat
Ivor Steven (c) 2019