An Old Plumber, An Ex-Carer, An Amateur Poet, Words From The Heart
Author: ivor20
G'day, and welcome to my blog site. My name is Ivor Steven, I live in Geelong, Australia. I'm an ex-industrial chemist, and a retired plumber, and a former Carer of my wife(Carole), for 30 years, who suffered from severe MS. I Write poetry about those personal thoughts, throughout and beyond my life as a Carer.
I've been blogging for over 2 years, and writing poems for 19 years. Of course a lot of my poems are about my favourite subject Carole, but since I've been blogging my writings have become quite varied, humourous, mystical, observational, and even a few monster/horror poems.
Longing for the love, the affection, of no-one in sight.
Why am I so uncertain within myself.
Desiring relief and a remedy for my health.
Why am I so sorry for my lost time on the shelf.
Pining after my souls drowned wealth.
Why am I still shaken, afraid of life.
Thinking there’s only loneliness without my wife.
Why am I still heartsick, pierced like a knife.
Wondering if there’ll ever be anymore afterlife.
Ivor Steven (c)
“Afterlife” is an older poem of mine, and today I’ve revised and re-edited the words slightly. The original poem was written in July 2012, and feeling in a reflective mood as the New Year approaches, I decided to post this version of the poem, from my past.
A soiled trouser leg
is tucked up beneath him, held down
by the weight of his ravaged body, reminding me that I am one of the lucky ones who have more than the average quantity of legs.
His right foot
sits askew on the wheelchair’s footrest. I straighten my back, as if to make up for his crooked limb.
A paper bag
rests crumpled on his lap. I think of fragrant Indian takeaways, and of the free accompaniments my family receives when we order a meal for all of us.
He grabs the bag with the eagerness of
a child on Christmas morning, sliding down the banisters to join his parents who grin beside a glittering tree, eager to see his eyes lit by the thrilling surprise of a new bike tied around with a wide blue ribbon.
He unscrews a cap and tips the bag
towards his cracked lips.
To all my blog friends and followers around this wonderful world, I wish you a safe, happy and healthy festive season, MERRY CHRISTMAS, from way down under in Geelong. Not an actual Christmas Carol, but I think this film clip is “Perfect”
A few days ago I had started writing a poem about Penny Farthing Bicycles, prompted by an article in the Geelong Advertiser newspaper, the arrival in Geelong of eight members of the Melbourne Bicycle Club in March 1880, as per featured picture above, courtesy of the Geelong Heritage Centre Collection. Then I was chatting with my friend Jane of Janebasilblog, she had just sent me the song and lyrics of the Mary Hopkin hit, “Those Were The Days”, from 1968, and I mentioned The Kinks were one of my fav’s from that era, and of course their song “Lola”. After our chat, I starting thinking [which is dangerous for me] about writing a crazy, combined, mixed up poem… The piece below is the result of those thoughts, and to my older readers, you’ll notice all the phrases written in Italic, are song titles taken from The Kinks album “The Kinks Collection”. So apologies to Ray Davies for using his song titles in such a manner. And thankyou to Jane for providing me with the inspiration to actually write these jumbled up words.