Hi dear readers, I’ve found this old poem in my folder of poetry called “Love And Reflection”. I’ve changed a few words, so the poem is in the present tense, but basically the words are in the same format. I’ve had it hidden away for a while, the poem is quite personal and emotional for me, I hope you enjoy reading my words from 6 years ago.
Don’t Ask Me Why
Unknowingly, I often dream of her serene ashen face
Years ago, I gently held her frailty in my tired arms
Softly I whispered to her, my last words of love and grace
Don’t ask me why, I count the moons since I missed her charms
Because I cannot give you a sensible or plausible answer
Don’t ask me why, I count the stars since I lost my way
Because I’m unable to fathom the depths of my inner cancer
Don’t ask me why, I count my every heart beat, since she died that day
Because now, I’ve nearly recovered
And somehow, life has been steadily rediscovered
Remembering, she’ll never ever go away
Knowing someday, I’ll be allowed to stay
Ivor Steven (c) 2019
Beautiful Ivor, thank you for sharing
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I’m pleased I’ve posted the poem
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That is wonderful.
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Simply beautiful…thank you so much for sharing something so close to your heart…
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Thank you Heather, and I’m pleased I posted the poem.
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Lovely, and heartfelt.
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Thank you Mark, I’m glad I’ve posted the poem ☺️
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Beautiful Ivor, and great music too!
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Thank you Peter, don’t ask me why, but I’m pleased that I posted the poem
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I’m pleased you’ve posted this too dear friend. We both know that we will never forget them, no matter what. They are always with us Ivor, and we hold a special place in our hearts for Carole and Lee. Keep writing about Carole, for her, for yourself and for us.
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Dear Walt, I whole heartedly appreciate your lovely comment, thank you my friend
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You’re so very welcome Ivor!
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Ivor I love this picture of Carole!!! And seeing her face and your words the melancholy comes through.
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Thank you Colleen, yes, I love the poem too, the words sincere and full of passion xx
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This is deep and beautiful Obviously a poem written about a loved one you lost. A deep and painful time. Your poem is so reflective of that. It is beautiful. Keep writing, my good friend
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Yes, I’m writing as much as I can. I still get very tired, but I’m a little bit betterer every day xx. Thank you Claudia
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Take care, good friend. One day at a time.
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Thank you Claudia…x
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Beautiful as I re read this. Hugs Ivor. She hears and smiles on you. Knowing she too will see you again. I wish I could give you cake now
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Thank you for your lovely thoughts Gina… Two of my friends have just taken me to a cafe , for a coffee and cake…!! xx
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Yay! 🤗🤗
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It was very kind of Josie and Terry xx
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This brings tears to my eyes! Your love for Carole is so evident. Thank you for sharing this. ❤️
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Thanks, I’m pleased I posted my poem, the words are sincere and full of passion….. xx
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This is beautiful, Ivor. ❤️
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I wasn’t going to publish the poem, but I’m pleased I did, thank you Nandita xx
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a deep sincere tribute to your soul mate … she will always be in your heart 🙂
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A very big piece of my heart xx
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lol possibly all of it Ivor which would explain your health issues … any further diagnosis from all those tests?
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I’ve another MRI at the end of January, to finally see if I’ve stopped producing these little spots/clots in my brain, and hopefully get the all clear to go to America ☺️🗽. So I’m still on tender-hooks at the moment ☺️☺️
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hey if you’re feeling ok and growing stronger that’s all that matter … not having those heavy night sweats and night horses … then your healing!
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Thank you my friend, for your positive vibes. 🤗🤗🗽
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chill out Ivor, walk, garden, create, listen to music but don’t let your mind get negative … keep thinking and doing positive things, and things that make you laugh … they are the best healers!
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I need you in my pocket…
“Carry peace inside you
Walk into your day
Let it fall from your pockets” ……… – Ali Grimshaw
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what a lovely compliment, thank you!
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I thank you 🤗
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There is such love and depth of feeling in this, Ivor and its so well expressed. It really moved me very deeply ❤
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And the song is gorgeous.
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Xavier Rudd is a great local singer. I like his songs a lot
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One of his most famous songs, Spirit Bird.
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The poem has been hidden away for a while, I’m pleased that I posted the poem for everyone to read 📖☺️
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Me too its very very good Ivor and full of feeling and tenderness ❤
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I’m lucky to have seen his concerts……….. brilliant…
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I ve heard a lot about him but only actually heard one or two of his songs. This one you shared is lovely. I am going to add it to my playlist. You have great taste in music. 🙂
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He sing with passion for his surrounds and the land
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He has a special gift
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It was time for it to come into the light, Ivor. Very touching
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Yes Raili, I’m pleased I posted the poem
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This is so emotional and beautiful. Can’t really express how much I loved this.
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High praise indeed, thank you, I’m pleased I posted the poem..
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The pleasure was mine. It was really touching.
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So beautiful, so lovely, so heart-felt, so important, heart-touching. Just like your precious Carole. 🙂 Thank you for posting this, Ivor! It touched my heart! 🙂
(((HUGS)))
PS…that song is a fav of mine. 🙂
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Oh Carolyn, such lovely words of Praise, I’m pleased I posted the poem. Thank you 😊🙂🤗
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Beautiful words and so touching – just lovely Ivor :O) xx
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Yes, it was time for me to post the poem, I’m pleased that I did.
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Beautifully written ♥️
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Thank you and I’m pleased to have posted the poem 😊❤️
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My pleasure 😊
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I’m still on a catch up, way behind on reading posts. What a lot of comments you have here, but not surprising given this beautiful poem! 🙂
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Thank you Sue. I hope you’re fully recovered now xx
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How lucky your wife was to have a husband like you !!!!!!! Thank for sharing these wonderful words!!!
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Thank you Efi, she smiled every day, she was unbelievably courageous.
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From that first line, Ivor. So beautiful and full of heart. x
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Oh dear Arbie, thank you so much, and yes I love it too 😍🤗🤗
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