Life’s frustrations
Times of waiting
Patiently, no! … now impatiently!
Life’s constant replays
Times of delays
Put off for another day, no! ….. what!
Life’s continuous challenges
Times of trudging uphill
Sharp inclines, no! … steep cliffs!
Life’s cloudy sky’s
Times of fogginess
Peering through the haze, no! … thick smog!
Life’s deep waters
Times of flooding
Crying raindrops, no! … cascading rivers of tears!
Life’s secret moons
Times of dreams
Searching for an angel, wings broken, no! … crushed!
Life’s days of sunshine
Times of light
Blinding rays, soul’s on fire, no! … ablaze!
Ivor Steven (c) September 2019
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G'day, and welcome to my blog site. My name is Ivor Steven, I live in Geelong, Australia. I'm an ex-industrial chemist, and a retired plumber, and a former Carer of my wife(Carole), for 30 years, who suffered from severe MS. I Write poetry about those personal thoughts, throughout and beyond my life as a Carer.
I've been blogging for over 2 years, and writing poems for 19 years. Of course a lot of my poems are about my favourite subject Carole, but since I've been blogging my writings have become quite varied, humourous, mystical, observational, and even a few monster/horror poems.
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Patience my friend! π
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Haha…. it’s drying up…. xxx
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So many strong emotions π
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Yes Raquel… it’s an an emotional week for me… ‘our’ 43rd anniversary on Tuesdays…..xxxx
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Happy Anniversary, many, many more π€
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Heartfelt thankyou’s xx
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Itβs the anniversaries and certain dates that evoke our emotions and bring them to the fore all over again. Beautiful Ivor. π
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Yes … i’m an emotional guy anyway… there’ll be a couple more over the next few days, I’ll feel relief while I’m writing, and these days i let all the memory rivers warmly flow through my heart and enjoy these treasures as she floats over my soul … xxx
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In a couple of weeks it will be our anniversary too.
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Oh wow… yes they are part of our psyche, as years go by I’m definitely learning to cope better, and the reality is, the memories will always be there, maybe intensity and impact has subsided now……. xxxx ((Hugs)) Sue….
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Sending you warm hugs, Ivor. Hug those beautiful memories hard and let them flood your heart! π
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I can’t stop them anyhow, but over the years, I’ve learnt how to swim in the warm river of memory tears, and enjoy these treasures, floating through my soul….. xxx
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Indeed! π
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Powerful emotions, Ivor. I’ll think of you especially on Tuesday
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Thank you Derrick, I’ll be Ok, Memories are still just as vivid and strong, but learnt how to swim stronger during the caressing rivers of tears…
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There’s always something to stir the memories Ivor. It is 5 years today since my big sister died, the event that started my blogging! Hugs to you my friend!
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Such high emotions/anger in your words, Ivor, but totally understandable. Every anniversary youβre not able to celebrate together must hurt terribly & be so difficult to come to terms with. Thinking of you xx
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Yes, I’m a very emotional guy Debbie, biut I suppose that’s what drive my writings…. xx
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Powerful, but important and necessary emotions!
You are in my thoughts this week, Ivor. I know it will be a difficult week. I hope you can continue to release the emotions and then spend time in your beautiful, sweet memories of Carole! π I know she would want you to do that!
The sky has been darker of late, for me, but the sun always peeps though at some point.
We must breathe, be, smile, and do those things we must do AND do some fun things, too!!! π
(((HUGS)))
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Thank you dear Carolyn, yes I was having one of those strong emotional moments where I wished life could be different, I’m fine now, and lots of beautiful memories are floating through my heart, but I’ve a big supply of tissue boxes, …xxx
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You and I should have invested in tissue stock years and year ago. Maybe with as many tissues as we use, we’d be rich by now! π HA! π
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Haha, that’s for sure Carolyn, and then we could go and outbid Trump for Greenland, and give it back to the rightful owners………
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‘Life’s days of sunshine
Times of light’…
Oh, the memories that keep us warm at night, before we drift off to sleep… and when we wake, it’s a new day. May every day bring you closer to healing of body and soul, dear Ivor xx
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