Today’s Throwback poem was written before I started my website and is from June 2012, not long after Carole passed away (14 years ago, May 3rd). For reasons I can’t quite explain, this nostalgic piece never found its way into any of my three books. Maybe this unheralded poem will finally nudge me toward completing my fourth.
Where’s That Dream
I have seen the universe through to the stars beyond
There is a deep darkness; she is gone. She is gone
I saw her smile crack from the pain
There was a sorrow, she caught it tomorrow
I have seen the moon through the burning sun
Where is that planet she is walking on?
I saw her eyes crying tears of sand
Where is that beach she is lying on?
I have seen the ocean through the broken coral
Where is that ship she is sailing on?
I saw her body serene and frail
Where are the ashes she is covered in?
I have seen the earth open, swallowing the multitude whole
Where is that chasm she is falling through?
I saw her gentle soul disappear out of sight
Where is that secret haven she is flying to?
I have seen the land go through violent storms
Where are the winds of time she is spread upon?
I saw her heart, her love, for all of you and me
Where is that dream she has left us to find?

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Until Eyes Hear Sound
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Perceptions:
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Tullawalla:
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ivorrs20@gmail.com … and I can send you a PayPal account,
for the Book, plus Postage.
Ivor Steven © April 2026

This poem is stunning, my dear friend …. thank you for sharing this beautiful homage to your sweet Carole. I do hope this makes it into your fourth book, where it belongs. 🥰
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Thank you so much for your very kind and thoughtful words, Nancy … it was hard to explain how I felt, my emotions ran deep, and this was a valiant attempt to capture my grief 💕🥰🌏🎶🤗
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This is an excruciating poem to read. It makes me think maybe a booklet of poems on grief is in order.
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I never found a teacher,
who taught me how to grieve. …
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sounds like the opening of a beautiful poem…
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A very poignant poem Ivor. Hugs dear friend
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